I Remember, I Remember (2019)
8" x 10" C-type prints
I Remember, I Remember
by Philip Larkin (1954)
Coming up England by a different line
For once, early in the cold new year,
We stopped, and, watching men with number plates
Sprint down the platform to familiar gates,
"Why, Coventry!" I exclaimed. "I was born here."
I leant far out, and squinnied for a sign
That this was still the town that had been 'mine'
So long, but found I wasn't even clear
Which side was which. From where those cycle-crates
Were standing, had we annually departed
For all those family hols? . . . A whistle went:
Things moved. I sat back, staring at my boots.
'Was that,' my friend smiled, 'where you "have your roots"?'
No, only where my childhood was unspent,
I wanted to retort, just where I started
Coventry, my hometown, navigating memories, visiting places I played as a child. Trees once climbed. Dens once built in the days when our imaginations were uncontainable. To return years later and not feel the uncontrollable excitement I once felt for these unconventionally special places. The diptychs resonate my eternal-presence, and present-absence, from these places that I have come so far away from.







